I often find myself afraid that I can too easily detach myself from people and their feelings. In a room with an uncomfortable situation where one might seek my confidence I often become perplexed and unable to relate or respond with the proper emotion. Anything that agitates my personality is followed quickly cold anger. I understand and can read or guess the proper social response to most of life's unfortunate or delicate situation but often I fight the urge to be alone with my thoughts than coddle those around me.
Sometimes I worry that there is something wrong, like a circuit isn't quite connected properly and you are having to twist the wire to make the current flow. Perhaps this is why I enjoy the thrill of horror and the paranormal, because fear is an extremely human response in which everyone can relate....
Just random mutterings in my head this night..
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