Sunday, November 2, 2014

The Never-ending Struggle

Sorry guys for another personal post on here. But lately stress has just gotten the best of me, I'm finding it impossible for someone like me who is a young adult to find a job that isn't just seasonal sale or incredibly sketchy. They have these job searching sites and you look over them and fill out online form after online form until your eyes are bloodshot from squinting into the screen and you've practically lost all human emotion as you've been regurgitating your personal information so many times you start to feel like your at the type writer in the Shinning. Meanwhile your funds are dwindling down to nothing and your parents are hunching over you watching your slow creeping doom which will only lead you sulking back to their door and giving up every personal freedom you had gained when you had first moved out as a fresh faced and bright eyed young adult. 

The stress is literally killing me, if I'm not desperately showing up for job interviews that are incredibly questioning just to feel like I'm moving in some sort of direction, I'm sitting at home wonder how long before I completely lose my mind and start looking for junk shrapnel to turn in? Surely I can't be the only one with this problem, the constant concern and stern phone calls from  my parents are anything but reassuring. I understand they mean nothing but the best but seriously is there any job that will give you the chance of a position without previously having held the same said position? Or is the world of young adults doomed to work seasonal after seasonal job till they find that white wale of security that isn't in the form of their teen bed with the same teen curfew under their parent's roof?!

Hopefully things will turn around soon and I'll be able to sustain myself. Until then curious readers I will continue to post here....


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